Thursday, January 13, 2005
Misa's been changing dramatically lately, and I hate it. We were pretty tight you know, good friends. Then this week came around and she's been pretty much gone. I don't know were just gone. She doesn't eat with me and the gang anymore. It's not really that she as a person has changed its just the things that she does that has changed. She wasn't a perfect student but she at least attended classes and tried. I found out today, while having the longest chat that I've had with her all week, a total of one minute, that she has been skipping fourth period the all week. She's been hanging out with Sonya, the Bitchy I-skip-classes-and-smoke-pot-'cause-I-think-it's-cool chick. I absolutely hate Sonya, but I'll leave her 'till later. Misa actually made an appearance with her stoner pals Sonya and Diana today and she came up to me and I said "you're not my friend anymore" and she says "Why?! Danielle was the one that ate the fries!" (Misa usually gives me her fries} and I told her I was joking. I kinda was. But if she keeps this up, I won't be joking. It's hard to be friends with someone who's barely there. Being deserted is one of the things I hate most and she's on the road to being someone I'll never be able to look at with respect anymore. She's going down the path Sonya took not to long ago.
Let me spell out the Sonya situation for my own sanity. I didn't know her when I started school but I had friends from middle school so we hung out. Soon Misa introduced me to Angeline(who I'm still good friends with} who then introduced{introduced is so the wrong word here} me to Sonya. Sonya sort of ignored me at first, then all of the sudden about two weeks later me and Sonya are best pals and always together. Then one day she was gone, ate lunch somewhere else. For two weeks she did that and didn't even talk to us. When she came back I ignored her. I guess maybe I over reacted but I can't stand being ignored or forgotten and then have the person think everything is peachy. Once you desert me, I never forgive and you never come back.
Sonya was clean back when we were friends. It's her new pals that she got that crap she smokes now and their influence that started the skipping classes. She'll come over just to show how cool she is 'cause of the crap she smokes. I feel sorry for the girl and her disappearing brain cells. Though not sure if she had many to start with.
I may by looks or my musical preference fall into the "drug doers" and "class skippers" or "alcohol drinkers" groups but I know better then to start that crap. I've got to many places to go, things to do and sites to see to have something as stupid as that hold me back. It just isn't going to happen. My goals and my future are way to important to me.
-Later Days
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