Tuesday, November 30, 2004

Learned an interesting new fact about my English teacher today. His aunt has 21 children, wow. We are reading mythology in class and he was telling us how one of the women had 19 children, someone asked if it was physically possible to have that many kids and apparently it is.


I'm not much of a do your hair, put on make-up girl so this morning was the first time that I ever used hair spray so I now have my own little hole in the ozone layer. I'm marveling at the fact that no matter how much I shake my head my hair falls right back in place, weird. My hair is super shiny today too.


I'm sure I've mentioned my runt cat before and I have an example of his runtiness. Lately when ever I look out the back door I see his head. In the middle of the door is a huge window and the space between the floor and the bottom of the window is about 6 inches, I can only see his head when he looks through. I used to have another cat that was normal sized and it had its shoulders and head above the bottom of the window. He makes up for the small size with unexplained spurts of high energy.

-Later Days

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I was having a rare really good day today and I come home to find that the one day that I leave my door unlocked because I was hurrying this morning to leave for school early, my older, asshole of a brother had stolen sixty dollars from me. It doesn't sound like much but to me, a fourteen year old who made that money from the first job she's ever had it makes me very angry. If I hadn't worked for that money it would have taken me ten weeks to save up with my now non-existent allowance. Another thing is that I've already spent that money!

Not only that but I have no real way of proving it. It's obvious though because my younger brother while weird would never steal from me. Also it was here this morning because trust me I checked, and the only one here during the day is him, he's also the only one that ever goes into my room beside me. Another glaring sign that he's been there is that my sheep skin rug that I never have rolled out was spread out on my floor and my guitar was leaning on my bed instead of where it always is. When I'm not using my guitar there is one place and one place alone that I put it and it wasn't there! I know I didn't misplace it either because like my guitar there is one place I put my money and that is where it goes one dollar or sixty and it's been that way for the four years I've lived in this house.

My older brother is also the reason the POA DVD my dad bought awhile ago disappeared one night and when I woke up it was in the middle of the floor. If it had been in the middle of the floor the whole time I would have noticed! He was also the thief of my guitar picks a month ago.

Now back to the money business, not only was it the "pain in the ass brother" that stole it but he's twenty four, lives at home, sits in front of his computer all day downloading illegal crap, he doesn't have a job, uses and steals all sorts of my things and has been taking money from me since I was eleven.

It's not like there is anything physical or mentally wrong with him that would stop him from getting a life! He's just the laziest ass person I've ever met! I think that I have good reason to be seriously pissed (which is a word my younger brother seems to think is a cuss word, but no one else I've ever met does) at him.

I needed to get that out badly! This post probably makes me sound like a really mean or nasty person and I would be, if every single bit of it wasn't true. None of this is a hunch, when you know something about a persons character you can tell these sort of things and I know he's taken that money.

You shouldn't able to read what comes before this if my layout is working properly and you most likley don't want to. This is a very rare angry rant post about a horrible person in my life that I wish wasn't. I have never devoted a whole post that I can remember to a person whether I liked them or not and I hope no one ever gets me this angry again.If it weren't for the fact that I have no choice but to be around this eye sore I would have left them behind in the dust ages ago! This post has served its purpose though and I feel much calmer and I'm ready to write a post about better things, in an hour or so.

-Later Days


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Monday, November 29, 2004

We were speaking in front of the class today in French, this one girl goes up and the tips of her ears are super red. This other girl went up and was so embarrassed she kept taking deep breaths but was grinning so it wasn't anything serious. So she ended up making her speech kneeling on the floor. Apparently it was better for her then being on the stool and sitting higher then everyone else.

In the office depot there is a wall where there are pictures of the employees. If anyone else is weird like me they try to find the picture of the random employee that just strolled past and for some reason when ever I try find their picture on the wall, I can't. It's really frustrating and weird. You'd think that the pictures on the wall would be of people that actually still work there.

-Later Days

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I've decided to try to put up a video to watch and see if it will work! If it does work here's what's going on in the vid. The people in the clip are the band members of Dir en grey and since I've realised that most of the people that stop by this place have no clue who these guys are I'll tell you who is who. The one with red hair moving around is Die. The guy he's blocking is Shinya. The two guys sitting next to Shinya are Kyo in the middle and Kaoru in the window seat. The guy sitting next to Die is Toshiya.

http://s12.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=CBDB932A6FA2090700938FFCAF9C35B7

P.S The guy in my layout is Toshiya who you can't see very well in this video.

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Sunday, November 28, 2004

I ordered more stuff yesterday! I just could't help myself! I ordered the Dir en grey 2005 calendar that came out a few days ago, a DeG poster and some Toshiya, Shinya, hide and Gackt buttons. I was looking around sites today and found a place were I can get the aknot pin and a poster with their sigs on it and it's not super expensive! *Happy Dance* Only thing is that I have to restrain myself from spending all of the money I made in the last two weeks within two days. It's so hard!

My throat is still hurting like crazy! I feel bloated because I've been taking a drink of milk every two minutes since I woke up an hour ago.

-Later Days

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Saturday, November 27, 2004

I've had a gmail address for a while but they just recently gave some invites to hand out so if anyone is interested in a gmail account just tell me!

-Later Days

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Thursday, November 25, 2004

Yesterday I was cleaning the piercing in my right ear and when I pulled the cloth away there was blood on it. I tried taking the earring out but the thing is retarded and wouldn't come off. So my dad took me to the urgent care place. Well they couldn't get it off at first either, until they brought out the pliers. That's right it took pliers to get the stupid thing off. The lady nurse couldn't even get it off she had to go get the guy doctor. I don't know why my ear was bleeding or why it was swollen because the lady said that it wasn't infected.

I woke up at 1:30 this morning and found my cat sleeping in between my legs with his front paws on my knee. I've only woken up with him there maybe once before. I don't when he got in there but recently it seems like every time I open my door he's coming out. I never see him go in! Another weird things about him is how he's a runt. I see other full grown cats and they're all bigger then him. He's like two years old, I don't think he's getting any bigger.

Happy Turkey Day!

-Later Days

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Tuesday, November 23, 2004

The same guy that messed with my hair yesterday poked me in the shoulder today. We were in the portable and he sits diagonally behind me in the back row. We were all waiting for the bell to ring and I feel this finger stab into my shoulder. Obviously it wasn't a light *tap* it was a *POKE*. When I turned to look behind me he was facing the wall. I know it wasn't the guy behind me because he's really nice and the only time we've really had contact was once when I was walking by him and he sort of patted my head, that's the best I can describe it.

I was walking home and this girl I knew last year came up and said hi. She asked me if I remembered her name and I was a bit embarrassed to confess that I didn't. It probably made me look like a real jerk in front of the girl's friend but whatever, I don't know the girl anymore so it doesn't really matter to me if I forgot her name. Though she did know my name which makes me feel a little guilty. I doubt I'll run into her again. I don't mind though. People I only kinda knew last year keep talking to me, I really wish they would stop.

-Later Days

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I was standing outside of the gym waiting for class and this cocky, athletic type dude decided he was going to bother people today, starting with me. He came up behind me and pulled all of my hair to one side. At first I had thought it was my friend Daniel because she likes to play with my hair but she was in front of me so it couldn't have been her and when I swung around I saw him already walking away. Jerk, it's not like he pulled my hair and hurt me or anything but I hate it when people touch it. If he had pulled it I would of had to kick his ass. He then went around giving high fives to everyone, except for my friend who blew him off when he tried to high five her. Hah, take that! Everyone else got high fives and I end up with him "fixing my hair" the more I think about this the angrier I get so I'll stop now.

Yesterday during lunch me and another friend of mine ended up arguing about what came first, the chicken or the egg. I was on the eggs defense so I gave her some crazy story about why the egg was first that had her laughing until the next period. It was a weird story but hey it's not like she thought up some awesome story about how the chicken came first, because obviously it didn't! We ended up asking random people passing by which it was, I'm proud to announce that the egg got more votes. Apparently some people found us intimidating because they looked like they were afraid that if they answered wrong one of use would jump them.

I was looking around the internet a couple of days ago and found Good Charlotte's song Predictable in the Japanese version! It's really cool. Though it sounded funny, I could tell that he was going more for precise pronunciation of the words rather then making them sound good with the song. Or at least that's how it sounded to me.

-Later Days

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Saturday, November 20, 2004

I had my first day of work ever today. Me my mom and my dad headed over to Lake city at eight. When we got there me and my dad looked around the store for a while getting used to things. After about twenty minutes we started working. I was pricing things and organizing things. I did that for about six of the eight hours I was there. The other two hours were my lunch break and doing things like dusting and helping my dad change the locks. I was very busy and had little time to just sit around. A plus to all of this is that there is a stereo system that I was able to play my music over.

The woman that is going to be working on weekdays when I'm at school and my parents at work brought her three year old daughter over. She's a real cutie. She has long hair down to the bottom of her back and it hung around her face like a curtain, sort of like Violet from The Incredibles. It was weird when she first got there because I never hang around little kids so I didn't know what to do. I don't know why but when I was heading back to the storage room to help my dad change the lock she followed me. I could hear her so I turned around to make sure and she stopped really quick and grinned at me. It was then that I knew we were now playing a game. So I did the whole game of I turn around really quick and she'll stop walking. When I got to the back room the game was over and I expected her to go away, but she didn't, she hung around. Later on I was pouring water into a vase of these bamboo plants and she came over and held them back so that I could get the pitcher over the vase. Another time I was sitting behind the counter and she followed me and got a hold of the thing I use to sticker the price on to items. She kept pulling the trigger and making more come out. She even put a few on me. I showed her how to tear off the paper the stickers come off of when it gets to long and she saw me throw away a lot of the stickers she put on me so she started throwing them away herself.

I'm so tired! I made $42.00 today and I'm working a bit tomorrow too. I've never made so much money in one day before!

The store is located in an open air place with other stores like Dollar General and a Chinese Buffet. There's also a Beef O' Brady's and that's were I had my meals. It was a good first day.

-Later Days

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Friday, November 19, 2004

Today was my dad's birthday so we went out a restaurant to eat. I took a couple bites of my food and realized that it tasted like crap! So I sent it back but didn't order anything as a replacement. So I waited until my family was done with their food and we had desert. I ordered this little chocolate bunt cake with ice cream and whipped topping, I ate a little less then half before I was full. It's like I had the appetite of an anorexic tonight, except that I actually ate something.

I spent some more long hours on the computer learning how to do things with my sound files and did some organizing. My knowledge of working things on the computer is increasing in big chunks but these little learning sessions always result in a bad headache. It's draining me of all my headache medicine!

When I was looking through all of my sound and video files that I collected quite a large amount without realizing it. I've got a few full albums sitting on my comp and some dvd's, they're easier to watch on the comp. Seeing all of these made my want for an Ipod even greater, it won't help me with the videos but it would be nice to have all of my mp3s be portable.

My mom's friend that owns the food store my mom bought from her is leaving for Kentucky Sunday. So she starts managing it now instead of in January. Which means that I start working there tomorrow instead of in January. Which also means I should be asleep right now because I leave home to get there at eight! I now have to wake up at the same time that I usually do on weekdays! I thought weekends for kids my age were meant for sleeping in. Why am I complaining I never sleep in anyway, unless I'm sick. Which means that whole rant had no point...

-Later Days

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Thursday, November 18, 2004

I finally sat down today and worked on the layout. It's good but I'm probably going to change it soon, I've already seen a layout that I like better. My head is pounding from figuring out HTML and all that junk I had to use to get it to work the way I wanted.

I had my braces adjusted a day or so ago and my mouth is still sore which means that I can't chew anything with out lots of pain. So today I didn't have time to eat anything and there's nothing at school that I could eat in my condition so I had to wait until 3:00 pm to eat my first meal of the day. I was starving! My braces will be coming off soon! In about a couple months I think. Yay!

-Later Days

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Wednesday, November 17, 2004

It seems that my male teachers this year have fondness for nick names. My world history teacher calls everyone by their last name, because of this I only know about three of my classmates first names. If you happen to have a last name that strikes his fancy he'll give you a nickname like Camacho=Macho Camacho(after some wrestler) Tate=Tater Tot, or in one case because this guy has nice "flippy" blond hair that just reaches his eyes he has been referred to as "Flippy Hair Kid".

My English teacher was calling on people to give answers when I heard him call "Crispy". It took me a second to realize that he was saying Chris P and not Crispy. Chris is the only one he says his last name's inicial as well, coincidence, I think not.

Thinking about it, with the exception of my seventh grade math teacher the teachers I have this year are the most entertaining I've ever had. One a ball of energy the another full of great sarcasm. Lucky me.

-Later Days

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Tuesday, November 16, 2004

I saw the dude today that has a picture of Gackt and one of Mana an his back pack. He was also wearing a shirt that had a picture of Gackt and underneath it said "My Other Ride" yes ride not side. It was so cool seeing him again because the last time I saw him Was 4 months ago. I didn't talk to him though. He was taller then I remember, try a good foot or more taller than me. He wasn't some goofy fanboy either. He looked tough, like one of those guys you see pushing each other around in the mosh pits. I've always thought of Gackt as a girl fans only kind of singer, so seeing this big, tough guy also like him was cool.

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Sunday, November 14, 2004

All of the sudden I really want an Ipod. I used to think they were just sort of weird things that I didn't understand the way they worked and now it's like "OMG I have to have one!" I want the normal sized ones too, not the mini. At first I really like the white but now I think I'm going to see if I can get the U2 black and red one. It comes with their signatures and a poster. Awesome! To bad I have to wait until christmas because of course there is no way I could afford it so waiting for the holiday is my only choice. I guess an electric guitar will have to wait until next year.

-Later Days

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I went down to Tampa Friday and wandered around. There was this small "city" in it that reminded me of the French Quarter in New Orleans. Both in looks and how it's old houses in the middle of this city. After that I just wandered around the mall that was of course much nicer then the one in my city. It had a movie theater so we went in and watched The Incredibles. A good movie, I've always liked movies that are about people with super powers. That's why I love the Xmen so much.

-Later Days

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Friday, November 12, 2004

A day a ago during P.E me and some friends were sitting in the bleachers just talking and stuff and one of them pulled her jacket up over her head and was climbing up and down blind. It was really funny and probably one of the funnier days I've had in that class.

I stayed after school for two days to watch Schindler's List for extra credit in my English class. It's the second time I've watched it. The first time was in eighth grade. I think it's the first time that I've stayed beind in school voluntarily for a long time, if not forever.

Homecoming is today so I get the day off.When I heard who the comics were that would be at Gator Growl I wanted to go but I haven't ever gone before and didn't know how to get tickets for it. I'm going to Tampa today anyway so I'm going to miss it and the parade.

-Later Days

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Monday, November 08, 2004

I record the shows that Cartoon Network plays on Saturday nights out of habit, it was something I used to do like a year back before the shows I liked disappeared. Well It was the premiere of two new shows so I watched the first one but the second one wasn't to my taste. Well the first one was Full Metal Alchemist. I wasn't to familiar with the show but I watched out of boredom and I started getting into it, like there's this one part at the end where Edward rips of his jacket so they can see his metal limbs and said something with a really powerful voice, you know one of those really dramatic moments that I just eat up and was hooked instantly. well as if that wasn't enough I get to the credits and Ready Steady Go by L'Ac en Ciel starts playing and now I'm on cloud nine, I felt seriously high. So I start bouncing around my room and of course must share my good fortune with the rest of my family as well as dragging my younger in brother to listen. It's a real smart sounding show too, with them talking about science and making me feel faux smart while watching.

-Later Days

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Saturday, November 06, 2004

I've ordered some Dir en grey posters! I'm so excited! I ordered them last night and they were the last ones of the set left so I went through the whole 16 hours of waiting to see if someone else got to them before me, but no, I got them! There's five posters, one for each band member.

Steps toward the making of a totally awesome room are now in progress!

Step 1: Decorate walls with posters of hot, talented guys. Check!

All I have to do now is finish what has to be 50 other steps. It's a start, at least now I'm getting somewhere.

-Later Days

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Friday, November 05, 2004

All of the poor people that stumble upon this blog will now not only have their eyes attacked by my word but also their ears consumed by my music! Hah! I shall Rule! *cough*

I tried to upload some Dir en grey to listen to but it refused to do my bidding, so I'm stuck with the still pleasant and sweet tunes of Oasis. Enjoy!

-Later Days(I mean it this time!)

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When someone said that today we were going to rock climb in P.E I thought they were out of their minds. Of course at the time I was thinking of a mountain, yet we get out onto the track and there on the far side of the field was a rock climbing wall, it was friggin' cool! You didn't have to climb but a lot of people did, about ten minutes after wards they brought out this ride were four people get on with two on either side and when they push and pull on the bar in front of them and the thing starts to spin around. Well the first group of guys of course had it going really fast and were stumbling out of it when they finished.

-Later Days

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I took a step outside just a moment ago and guess what! It's cold outside! November 5th, the first day of winter. Yesterday it was shorts and a tank top warm, today is sweaters and jeans cool. Good because I like cold weather, bad because I have P.E and no sweat pants to wear over my shorts. Ohh the pains of a winter loving girl living in Florida.

-Later Days

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Thursday, November 04, 2004

Our cultural today reminded me a lot of a stereotypical thanksgiving. After mostly everyone was done eating the guys flocked around the TV that was in the room that was on some sports channel and hoot and hollered there opinions about what ever it was they were watching. While the girls were quietly talking with each other or slowly finishing their food. Or in one case a girl was somehow able to fall asleep at a desk located in the midst of the loud boys.

-Later Days

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Wednesday, November 03, 2004

I've decided on bringing gumbo tomorrow for cultural. Reasons are because I have a bag of mix left over from when my family and I visited New Orleans last year. I don't like eating in class, candy and stuff like that is okay but the full on bowl and spoon deal I just don't like. I don't know why.

5 1/2 weeks untill winter vacation! It's such a small sounding number but then I realize that it's more then a month and it doesn't sound so short anymore. I'm really antsy to start working in December. What I'm going to be paid each hour I work is the equivalent of a whole weeks allowance, it's a pretty sweet deal.

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Monday, November 01, 2004

We are having our first cultural in French on Thursday. I plan on making something Cajun like jambalaya, that way if when I try to make it from scratch and it totally sucks I can go buy some store mix stuff and make it that way. No worries though since store bought is allowed.

We had our mock election today and I'm curious who won.

All of the skin on the finger tips of my right hand have decided to simultaneously start peeling off, and for no reason known to me.

I've been having weird experiences with electronic devices lately. Maybe it's because of Halloween or maybe all of my electronics are going haywire and doing strange things at the same time but either way it's very weird.

-Later Days

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