Sean: *Bend* *Smack* *Rub head* "OW."
Me: *Turn and look up* *Grin* *Start laughing uncontrollably like a maniac retard*
Sean: *Death glare* *continues rubbing head*
Me: *Clam down to chuckle* "Stupid tall people"
Sean: "Shut up!"
Mom: "Lorena stop it"
Me: "Whatever"
Life: *continues*
You have all now seen a glimpse into the amazing life of me!^^ Oh the excitement!
That really is what happens almost ever time. We're all rather consistent. There's a crack in the glass on the side of the lamp, and now we all know why.
-Later Days
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lol!!!!
I know what that's like!
cool blog,by the way!
I still can't believe Gackt looked like that a few years ago.
:0)
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Thanks!^^
I know! He's just so different now!
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What she reads into about the lyrics really seems to fit and make sense. I remember reading in an interview once where Kyo said something along the lines of that the lyrics did not have anything to do with his own life, but I don't think that that's true anymore. It makes me wonder and worry about him. Is it stupid to worry about him? I don't even know him but I worry. Maybe what he said is true and he's just messing with the heads of people like me that take his lyrics and what I think they mean seriously. I don't think so though. He puts too much emotion into it for it to be fake. Before I found english translations I would listen to him singing songs from Vulgar and it was so passionate and emotional I felt like I understood his feelings and the meanings of the lyrics with out translations. Something about the lyrics has really hit me, I felt the same way while reading his poetry. Like he's hurting, mad at everything and searching for the thing that will make it all better but can't find it.
I feel the same way some time, no doubt. I feel like something inside of me is shifting and changing also, maybe it's maturity knocking to enter and make me grow up. Or at least that's my best guess.
I have a felling someone will read this and take this the wrong way or think I'm crazy, but I don't care, not right now.
I'll probably look back at this one day and laugh at how seriously I felt about this. If that day comes it will mean that I have lost something inside of me. Maybe it will signal that I can no longer see the deeper meaning. Or that I'm unable feel the emotion that I feel now. An emotion that I can't describe.
-Goodbye now
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I had a wonderful Christmas. I was received Kyo's poem book(^_^), these two things that I can't explain, cash(quite alot) and Dir en grey's Tour04 The Code Of VULGAR[ism](still in the mail)-_-. I remember we watched a movie after wards but I forgot what it was called.
-Later Days
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I lost my slipper! My only slipper! Now both of my feet are cold.-_-
-Later Days
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We stopped by Block Buster and I rented the Cowboy Bebop movie. It's really confusing. I haven't finished it yet. I got to one hour and forty-five minutes before I had to stop and get up. I'll watch the rest tomorrow.
My dad complimented the DeG music I was playing in the car. Something like "That's really good guitar playing" when Undecided was on. Yeah! Go Diru! I was zoning out at the moment so I actually missed the guitar bit in the middle.
I've got some money saved up and I'm not sure what to buy with it after Christmas. I would have asked for it for Christmas but I'm already getting what I want and it's a bit expensive, so I'll buy it myself. I want to buy a decent wallet chain but the only nice ones I've seen are maybe too much.
I just saw new pics of Deg. Die's new haircut is nice. I saw Toshiya's wallet chain and I want to know where he got it from! It looks expensive though.
-Later Days
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I'm getting my hair cut soon. It won't be anything fancy, I'll be happy just as long as it's different then my current hair. I tend to forget about my hair until its way out of shape and really long. I remember looking at it three weeks ago and thinking "What the F@#k!? When did my hair get so long?!" It was weird. I don't know when it'll happen but it will be sometime before the end of break.
There's a song I heard at the end of FMA and I liked it and one day I found it on an MP3 rotation site so I got it now I can't stop listening to it! It's so catchy and bubbly, obviously it's POP! It's going to melt my Brrrraaaaaaiiiiiiiin. Must.Find.Good.Rock music.To cure myself with. Darn its catchiness! I have this strange feeling that in Hell there's a punishment that includes none stop catchy pop. But maybe that's just me.
I'm seriously pissed that I can't get an earring into one of my newer piercings. It had only been since this morning that the other one had been gone and there was no way it had healed up already. Just to top off my anger I lost the last barbed wire earring that I had. There is no possible way of securing the earring once it's in. All earing's I get at Hot Topic seem to be faulty in their design one way or another.
-Later Days
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I found a picture of Justin. Well maybe found isn't the right word since the pic was hanging in the hall, it's been there for years. I think yesterday was the first tim I've looked at those pictures in years. It doesn't help me figure out how he looks now since he looks about two years old in the picture. He's got a haircut like the kid in The Grudge and I happily pointed that out to my mom who still cringes at anything that reminds her of the movie.
I watched the beginning of Lost in Translation last night but didn't get very far because the disk was messed up and it stopped playing. Since that didn't work I watched the second Spider-man movie, I didn't watch it in the theaters. The train scene was sweet and I found out that the two boys that hand him back his mask are Toby's younger brothers.
*Happy b-day Die!*
My dad is making brownies for no reason. In my mind they're in celebration for Die's b-day!(^_^)
-Later Days
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Ah! My dad just took the vacuum! I nedded it! ^_^
-Later
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I had to go to my brother's band concert yesterday. It was a mix of boredom and entertainment. During the beginning the precession pretended to be custodians and picked up trash in the isle(that they had put there shortly before it began) and made their way to the stage. I knew what was happening when I saw them going up and I was right. They starting beating their trashcans like street performers, it was really cool and creative! I was in the band when I was in sixth grade and nothing that cool was ever thought up.
-Later Days
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I stayed home today, my head is pounding and I have the sniffles. Really just minor stuff. I think I'm sick because a commercial on the radio cast a spell on me. It was a cold medicine commercial. I swear it's that commercials fault! It wants me to go buy the medicine so it made me sick! Or maybe my headache medicine is messing with my head.
*Happy birthday hide!* ^_^
Edit: My Dir en grey 2005 calender arrived moments ago! I wasn't expecting it for another week or so. It's so big I don't know how I'm going to hang it up!
-Later Days
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My English teacher made sure to let us know today that the right way of saying because is not "Be-cuz". Which I never realized until he pointed it out that, that is the way every kid in high school says it. He also told us that asking "Where is the stapler at?" makes you sound stupid. Leaving the "at" off instantly raises your IQ level by 100 points. Just kidding. (-_-)
I keep seeing this guy that I never did during the start of school but know he's everywhere. My friend Angelia and I have named him hot-tight-pants-guy. He is unaware of this of course. Obviously by is name I'm sure you can figure that he is quite good looking and wears tight pants. His face is very "pretty", he's sort of a punk with with longish hair and blond streaks. When I say his pants are tight I mean tight! Even most girls wear pants with a little slack but there's none in his pants! He's also got legs thinner, again, then most girls. He's an odd one.
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My mom is adopting my cousin Justin. She says he will be living with us by March. I realized that will make him my brother. I'll introduce him saying "This is my cousin/brother." Just kidding. The last time I saw him I was a year old so I bet you can guess that I don't remember him. My mom told me a couple of times a story of how we kissed, embarrassing, but I was a year old so I don't mind really. He's really close to me in age, I don't know his exact birthday and neither does my mom sadly, but I do know we were born in the same year and month. I'm hopping that I'm older even though I doubt anyone else cares.
Why does he have to be a boy! Why couldn't he be a girl! I've never had a sister! I've got two more brothers then I want or need and Justin will make three! My younger brother is growing on me but still! Not cool. (-_-)
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I was standing outside waiting for first period to start and Caitlin, a friend of mine, called my name and when I turned to look at her she took my picture. I hate when people do that! I'ma hypocrite though because I did the exact same thing to my brother three times yesterday. It's what he gets for being taller then me! He's a little more then a year younger then me and about three or four inches taller!
When I first started liking Dir en grey it took me about two weeks to realize that Shinya and my mother have the same birthday! Not fair! My mom doesn't even care who Shinya is! Why does she get to have his birthday! I am happy that me and Toshiya have the same birthday month though. Mine is seven days before his. My friend Danielle shares her birthday with Gackt, lucky dog, she doesn't even know who Gackt is. I'll have to tell her soon.
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My poor dad will be broke after christmas 'cause I know he'll get it for me! The present I'm going to get him for x-mas is going to be so kick a$$ to make up for it! Like any dad when I asked him what he wants for christmas he answers with "that you have a nice christmas". While a nice sentiment it gives zero help in the gift search.
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Scans of the calendar
Obviously it isn't the kind of calendar to write things on, but when It's done I'll tear them apart and use them up as posters since it's pretty much a big poster book!
I love christmas lights! They're some of the best things about Christmas. A few houses have already put theres up. When I drive by a house with lights it's all good and then I see the row of light less houses next to it and feel ashamed of them and there unfestivness. Then I remember that I haven't put any lights up yet either and forgive them.
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We were doing a weird activity in French where we talk to a classmate in french. It was like a weird dating show where you meet your possible date and ask odd, personal questions in weak french and every 60 seconds a bell rings and your partner is changed. Ha, like speed dating! Draw back, all but one of my partners were female. Interesting fact, learned that the other A/A girl in the class was from Japan and not chinese.
I know a lot of people through mutual friends, some I make friends with others we seem to stay on the border of friendship and just knowing faces. When ever I walk in the hall and I end up walking near these people I don't know whether to wave, say hi or what, neither do they apparently because after a few seconds and a bit of eye contact we've both gone our separate ways to fifth period. Next time, I'll step-out on a limb and say hi.
-Later Days
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There was a sub for my French class and it was this small Indian women. Small as in there is no one in the school taller then her. She's maybe four feet tall, I'm not sure but it seems rude to ask. Everyone knows who she is and everyone has the same reaction that I can't describe. But it is not one of happiness. There is a very tall boy in my class and she started asking him questions about his height, it was really funny. He stretched his arms up during class and she said that he could reach the sealing if he did that standing up. We all laughed and I think the boy was just a tiny bit embarrassed about her comments. I think she was just marveling at how tall he was.
During the same class it hit me that my family is getting a new puppy today! I found out this morning when I was packing my bag I heard my mom asking my dad about keeping a dog and on seconds I was by her side answering that he did in fact want this unknown dog. After five minutes of debate between them and me constantly saying "Yes we want the puppy!" They of course said yes and my mom told the lady on the phone ad arranged a time to get it. At first it was tomorrow afternoon which would have been horrible but then with a surprising change of events it changed to today in half an hour! The puppy is three months old and a Lab/German Shepard mix, it's female. I have no ideas for a name and my parents are no-go for Diru relatedness.
I felt very proud of my self for being able to figure out the abstract crossword puzzle in French class. Which was written in French but I easily translated, was still a terrific challenge. Not only did I have to look up random words that had been thrown in that I didn't know yet but once I knew what it said then I had to figure out what it meant.
Example:
#16. On repond avec "parce que". Which I translated to: We answer with "because". It took awhile for me to realize the answer was "pourquot" = "Why". Maybe that is simple to others but for me that was quite a stumper.
During math I noticed that the homework the guy behind me didn't have his name on it so I gave it back and told him. He said something along the lines of "nice shot". I've never heard this used as a compliment/thank you like it was before but it was amusing.
-Later Days
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This Friday I started going to school early to listen to CD's without worrying about leaving for school because I'd already be there. Well I got out there today but I didn't have my CD player because it was a "If I put anything else into my backpack, the second I lift it up my back will break and my bag explode!" kind of days. When I got there my friend was surprisingly already there trying to read. The second I sat down she for stopped reading told me how she had stopped really reading the book that was assigned in English chapters ago. Which when given a visual aid of her showing or more precisely waving in front of my face what seems like half of the book between her fingers and saying to me "I haven't read any of this!" is quite amusing.
The shoes I bought at the beginning of the year are already sadly falling apart. I think of how my last pair of shoes lasted over a year! Then I remember that those shoes cost thirty dollars and my shoes now are from Payless. I think that there must be some hidden connection.
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