Tuesday, December 28, 2004
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What she reads into about the lyrics really seems to fit and make sense. I remember reading in an interview once where Kyo said something along the lines of that the lyrics did not have anything to do with his own life, but I don't think that that's true anymore. It makes me wonder and worry about him. Is it stupid to worry about him? I don't even know him but I worry. Maybe what he said is true and he's just messing with the heads of people like me that take his lyrics and what I think they mean seriously. I don't think so though. He puts too much emotion into it for it to be fake. Before I found english translations I would listen to him singing songs from Vulgar and it was so passionate and emotional I felt like I understood his feelings and the meanings of the lyrics with out translations. Something about the lyrics has really hit me, I felt the same way while reading his poetry. Like he's hurting, mad at everything and searching for the thing that will make it all better but can't find it.
I feel the same way some time, no doubt. I feel like something inside of me is shifting and changing also, maybe it's maturity knocking to enter and make me grow up. Or at least that's my best guess.
I have a felling someone will read this and take this the wrong way or think I'm crazy, but I don't care, not right now.
I'll probably look back at this one day and laugh at how seriously I felt about this. If that day comes it will mean that I have lost something inside of me. Maybe it will signal that I can no longer see the deeper meaning. Or that I'm unable feel the emotion that I feel now. An emotion that I can't describe.
-Goodbye now
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